so yeaa..

this song brings back soo many memories it's not even funny..... actually its pretty sad now that i think about it. BUT it's like they say "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON."


it's been almost a year since i made this record my number 1 song for how i felt around this time . i was beyond down. i can only learn from my experience and thank God for helpin me get through what i was going through && helping me to become the strong person that i once was ! Im truly blessed!



pshh, where did he go ?

everyone has those reminiscin days && today just happened to be mine. I was cleanin my room && came across the cell phone we both used when i went to p.r. on vacation last year... the texts we sent eachother && all the "I LOVE YOUs". the late night phone calls to say how much we missed eachother. the notes we used to write to eachother the teddy bears, cards, and gifts. Memories of everything we used to go through, good or bad. Man it was the most heartbreaking yet happiest year of my life. And yet through all the chaos && turmoil my love is still unconditional and if i had the chance to go back and do it again but with someone else..... i wouldnt. LOve is a beautiful thing, but sadly it can make you, break you, or break you && then make you into the person you are !

p.s. my favorite song that was dedicated to me !



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today was a good day

it went pretty much as planned, which in my eyes was a good thing :D woke up this morning after sleeping in was the best lol. I ate breakfast with my sis danced around the house like there's no tomorrow and got ready to see my boo <3 got to go to islands of adventures even if it was only for two hours, the trip there and back was what made it an adventure ! lol. got back at 1:30 in the morning. I watched year one. It was pretty hilarious if you asked me but then again i laugh at anything and everything :).
soo about my baby :)
i think of him when i hear this song:



ah, he's simply amazing. there's never a dull or bad moment with him && we've been talking for quite some time now. There was chemistry right off the bat ! im really feeling him && i haven't felt like this or been so happy for awhile.. i hope something good comes from this :D

introduction <3

im new to this soo spare me some lol. well i've actually decided to join this cause i saw my friend had one && hers is pretty neat, so yea blogging is my new thing... it'll take me awhile to TYPE my feelings but i'll survive :]. i'll try my best to keep you updated on my crazy life :D but i cant always gurantee a post everyday i have work to do . but it's something new so i hope its fun. well a little about me:

My name is cookie.

17 years YOUNG but old enough to know better && not give a damn about any ones opinion [. ask my friends .] ;]

I'm a SEN10R in highschool, yess graduating class of 2O1O. one oh you know ! haha.

any ways moving on, Im an all round sweet person, veryy outgoing and caring. Im always there for anyone who needs me as a shoulder to lean on, for advice, or just to listen. im your girl.

God is always first in my life, regardless if i dont go to church. I still believe && to me that's all that matters.

My family and friends mean the WORLD and MARS to me without them im nothing.

I dont like people who are conceited, stuck up, rude, mean, are all about drama, etc. if that's you please i advise u not to cross me.

Dont let my looks fool you, i may look stuck up BUT im really not. im the complete OPPOSITE !

it can be vice versa though, don't ever allow yourself to think i'll take your shit. I dont bite my tongue for nothing. I'll make sure you know how im feeling && i admit at times it gets me in trouble :-x lol

Any who, you won't regret meeting me. I strongly believe i'll leave footprints on your heart :]